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Don't Fight Darkness

Updated: Feb 7, 2023

“When we bring our awareness to the light, there is no reason to fight with darkness. When we fight with darkness, it is harder to find our connection to the light.” ~ Ababa 22.11.22

These lines of my teacher Tenzin Wangyal Rinpoche are guiding me into my true nature in the most simple and direct ways. For me, to step out of the light/dark paradigm, it’s not only through the connection with my inner being, nourishing these inner connections to my essence, but ultimately by closing the door to all invitations and engagements into the past, present and future of who we are right now ✨

Our world is changing forever, and we will never be the same again. So in that sense, I’m grateful to be helped to remember who I am, but I shall no longer serve anyone’s agenda. I am my own agenda. When Hanuman said to Ram: “When I don’t know who I am, I serve you. When I know who I am, I am you”, what he meant to me, is that I’ve been playing the human game for so long, I forgot I am a Goddess, here to live the greater good, the enlightenment of all. And then one morning, this bodhisattva woke up in a new world without her work. Thousands of years of personal investment in a path which is no longer necessary. There’s no~one to serve. Not even source. And all of her importances shifted ✨

I can see that the part of me who has taken human form got activated, layer by layer, with specific responsibilities and abilities to help the transition of our planet. If I allow myself to be distracted by self~rejections, all of my thousands of lifetimes are a waste of time in the sense of weaving its primal purpose into our human collective today. But even this, it’s a dream from which I awaken every morning as a girl in a world of earthly perceptions. If I don’t love her fully, if I don’t allow her to be who she wants and needs to be, if I don’t allow her to fully live her humanness, life just doesn’t make any sense. For what other reasons would life be designed, then to be enjoyed? ✨

When asked to be volunteers to create new earths and realities at this time, coded as one, sometimes I fully remember. That’s when I can embrace my fear of dying, I embrace my fear of living, just to be me ✨

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